[ After what happened and the things said, she's not likely to divulge it anytime soon. To anyone. Even to someone as close to her as Cassian. She lays down on her back at first and then rolls over to her side, looking at him but not for long. She's seen a version of that look before. Though it's less cold than last time she saw it.
A lot has happened since then.
She reaches out a hand for him to take. She swallows hard. Almost feels like swallowing pride. ]
Can you just... hold me? Let me hold you... I can't explain it.
[ It's a terrible thing to admit for someone that spent so much time trying to be alone. Convincing herself she was better suited that way. Or it feels terrible. But Cassian knows her better than most by now. It's less terrible saying it to him. ]
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A lot has happened since then.
She reaches out a hand for him to take. She swallows hard. Almost feels like swallowing pride. ]
Can you just... hold me? Let me hold you... I can't explain it.
[ It's a terrible thing to admit for someone that spent so much time trying to be alone. Convincing herself she was better suited that way. Or it feels terrible. But Cassian knows her better than most by now. It's less terrible saying it to him. ]